What I mean is, my life is comprised of repeating cycles of a giant mountain followed by a practically never ending valley.
What is the use of potential, if that's as far as you get? This has been the operative question running in circles in my brain, repeatedly for the last 3 months. I feel I have plateaued: I have achieved all that I can achieve, but I still have a lot of potential. POTENTIAL. This applies to almost everything in my life, not excluding this blog.
MAY THE PROFUSE APOLOGIES AND EXCUSES COME FLOWING IN. commence.
It seems that the once-endless-pit-of-creativity-and-genius that is I (my modesty resembles that of an Amish village, no?), has hit a pipe, which may take about a week to dig around.
What was the first sign of damage you ask? Well, first the pipe BURST. Yes, it seems that I'm taking a note from BP-- I find myself constantly wanting to abbreviate my words and insert grotesquely imaginative emoticons into my posts. So, we here at UB (Utthara's Brain) decided it was time to take a breather while we find the source of the issue (because, unlike BP, we don't just try to put a lid on our problems-- literally).
I don't call meself the sole protector of the English language for nothing-- look at me being humble. And, as we all know, EVIL (in the form of ... uh... chatspeak?) doesn't rest! So, neither will I? This is going to be fun.
Late comment.. is late! But moving on...
ReplyDeleteI never understood the real concept of "trying your best". Even if my heart seems to give out while running the mile, I'm sure that if a zombie were to suddenly chase me, I'd be able to run ten more. That is why, I never say I try my best... because it's never true. Haha me the pessimist :D (does that emoticon annoy you?)
I believe I reached my peak of brilliance at the end of eighth grade. The rest is just the momentum that conveniently ended toward second semester senior year.
Hmm, "potential"... even the word bothers me. And that's that.